For the First Time

Trouble finding without wanting
Standing in the light of morning
Wanna grab my things and move
Must have done it a thousand times
All the leaving that would make things right
I've gone so far there's no where left to go

For the first time
Changing my mind
And I'm gonna stay
You opened my eyes
Finally realized
I wasn't awake

I never knew when I quit bending
I hit the bottom but I keep on digging
Now I'm running out of things that take the pain
You were (?)
Hoping you couldn't leave what you see
I was wrong I don't wanna stay the same

For the first time
Changing my mind
And I'm gonna stay
You opened my eyes
Finally realized
I wasn't awake
I wasn't awake

For the first time
Changing my mind
And I'm gonna stay
I'm gonna stay
You opened my eyes
Finally realized
I wasn't awake
I wasn't awake