For Our Cycles

Hey, i don't even know why I wait
"Stay still, don't ever complain"
What about all the things we used to say?
It's you and your wicked existence
You've been dragged by your mind full of twisters
Looked down every number
Couldn't find you in my slumber

Oh, I count all the times
The bullets fired had eyes
And I know the way he lies
I guess I never changed your mind
Would you let me die?
Give the sign, I'll say goodbye

Won't you give me a hand
And I'll start all over again
But you don't seem to understand
I don't want to runaway

How much more time do you think I'll care
How much more time do you think you'll care
At least let me rest, in your warmest thought
It doesn't need to make sense
No sense at all

Oh, I count all the times
The bullets fired had eyes
And I know the way he lies
I guess I never changed your mind
Would you let me die?
Give the sign I'll say goodbye

Oh, what you really think
Your real material feel
Am I just a fantasy?
All the things that I see
Cross the line dividing you and me
Because you're just like me

Hey, I don't really even fucking care
Scream, loud, again and again
The words you said no one should have ever bear them
And it was me that never insisted
Although you never really persisted
Hold on lucky chance
On hold in my trance

Oh, I count all the times
The bullets fired had eyes
And I know the way he lies
I guess I never changed your mind
Would you let me die?
Give the sign I'll say goodbye

Oh, what you really think
Your real material feel
Am I just a fantasy?
All the things that I see
Cross the line dividing you and me
Because you're just like me

I understand that it's hard to understand
So I won't bother to explain, to you
I'll let the things flow
Not giving a fuck anymore
While I wait here for you, to call