For father

Words I thought but never said
Keeping me here in my bed
From now on to the end of time
They're prisoners in my mind

Lord I'm so tired I walk in the dark
I sing the sadest song, cos here I'm nothing
Lord I'm so tired, Lord I'm so lost
Let me go beyond, cos here I'm nothing

I know you feel like you don't belong
When all that you had is gone
I know you think that you're all alone
But that does'nt make it so
It feels like nothing matters at all anymore

I escape but can't ignore
I've never been hurt like this before
You're a part of who I am
It's so clear now I understand

Words unsaid and things undone
An ending when you just begun
It feels like nothing matters at all any more
It's like nothing matters at all
And I'm tired of holding on
Being right, being wrong
It's like nothing matters at all any more
It's like nothing matters at all