​fool.mp3

[Chorus]
Say that I need help
Walking through this hell
Keeping to myself
Show but never tell

[Verse]
I don't wanna speak to you
I'm scared of you knowing the truth
I cover this up, nothing new
Looking for the end, not in view
I'm drowning in the deep end of the pool
Never really fit in, use me like I'm a tool
People always laugh at me, they always ridicule
Fall into this mindset, I don’t know why I'm a fool
Vicious cycle never seems to end
Am I happy? I guess it all depends
Express all my feelings with a pen
Disappear by the time I count to ten
Sorry that you had to hear all my emotions
Bottle them all up so this shit's causing commotion
I know it has meaning to you, it's not important
Life is really short, I just might make more shortened
Fighting with myself every single night
I'm walking through the tunnel, I can’t see the light
I can’t ever express myself so I always cry
I try to keep getting better but it's a waste of time
So sorry that you gotta see me this way
It's the only way I know, it's the only way I behave
Walking through the hallways, fake smile on my face
Fall asleep and wake up and the do same the next day
Tears fall from my eyes
I see through your lies
Put on my disguise
Stay awake at night
Drop dead on the floor, knife inside my hand
Blood all on the carpet, all a part of my plan
Death looming over my head, I can see the Man
I'm losing all my senses, can’t hear what you're saying

[Chorus]
Say that I need help
Walking through this hell
Keeping to myself
Show but never tell