Fool

I ask god to meet me for a cup of coffee
My head is throbbing, hangover, day after a party
Say I sorry, but I need your help, I need your blessings
I don't know exactly what I need, but I have a few suggestions
Could you make me ugly so lust was never given
And my girlfriend was stop bitching and asking about other women
Can you take away my hope and my passion and my persistence
So I'm not shut down when I can't fulfill the dreams that I envision
Just leave me faded, can you take away the sober me
Take away my friends and affections, they dangle over me
Take away the memories I made with future enemies
Take away the boy in me that still believes in loyalty
Take away my heart so I couldn't love couldn't open it
To people who don't want it, if it don't exist it can't be broken
If it wasn't there, it wouldn't be my only focus
Suffocate my soul every night and leave me hopeless
Speaking of my soul, can you please get rid of it
So I can sellout, blow up, make money, never give ah shit
I wanna focus on my music, I worry how I could use it
To make it big, less some pimp record label abuse it
Take away my emotions, the anger that exist
Why I wanna strangle my father cause he called my momma bitch
Take away any features I inherited as his kid
Make me a bastard cause I don't want to know that piece of shit
Take away my pride, so I wasn't so damn arrogant
My weakness is my opinion, if you don't like it I'm not hearing it
Then I could forgive, I could have some close friends
I could actually be happy, wouldn't have a fake grin and pretend
Take away my sins, take away my vices
Make me someone to be pride off, so my mother sacrifices weren't in vain
My brother and sister look up to me
Give my mind peace, out of reach, make me numb

[Hook 2x]
At the bottom of the bottle
Just glass no answers
Hail and Mary full of grace
But all them left is ashes
You could be just dust to dusk
So everydays a blessing
I'm saying everydays a lesson

And so we said
I feel your pain but ya wants are (odd request to me/oddly questioning)
Burdens you talk about are things I gave to you as blessings
Face it
You must be patient and live through the devastation
The fruit of ya labor sweeter if you use to deprivation
Satisfaction of life when you earn it all the hard way
And knowing true love cause you know the feeling of heartache
Trial and error I'll be there when you fall and pick up the pieces
All you need is belief that ya goals are still in your reach
No matter what happens keep this in your heart
Sense of defeat is how to live your life
Is something no textbook or preacher teaches
So make mistakes and live your life son
And always have something to write, uh
I said make mistakes and live your life son
And always have something to write, uh
I said make mistakes and live your life son
And always have something to write

[Hook 2x]
At the bottom of the bottle
Just glass no answers
Hail and Mary full of grace
But all them left is ashes
You could be just dust to dusk
So everydays a blessing
I'm saying everydays a lesson