Fonder

[Intro: heroine diaries]
Baby, tell me what you want
Time apart been gettin' long
I've been tryna stay strong
Baby, I won't do you wrong

[Chorus: heroine diaries]
Harder, go harder (In the paint)
Yeah, she love me but the pain go harder
Don't treat me like a punk, I'm not my father (Don't treat me like a punk)
Feel like dying all the time, I'm getting fonder
Tell me what you want? Put it in a song
Hot just like the sun, heart beat like a drum
Whippets cause they fun, Xanax make me numb
Feel it on my tongue, feel it on my tongue

[Verse 1: Cedric Moon]
You can say all that shit but I won't listen
You love mе, now hate me, make a dеcision
We just argue back and fourth it's a collision
You were apart of my life but not my vision (Oh, no, no, no)
See, I don't why you had to go fuck things up
All that time wasted I guess that's just bad luck
And what you did to me lost all of my trust
Do whatever you want, 'cause now I don't give a fuck
See you lost everything that we had
Don't treat me like a punk I'm not my dad
Don't act happy 'cause I know that you're sad
Tell me that you fuckin' want me back-ack

[Chorus: heroine diaries]
Harder, go harder (In the paint)
Yeah, she love me but the pain go harder
Don't treat me like a punk, I'm not my father (Don't treat me like a punk)
Feel like dying all the time, I'm getting fonder
Tell me what you want? Put it in a song
Hot just like the sun, heart beat like a drum
Whippets cause they fun, Xanax make me numb
Feel it on my tongue, feel it on my tongue

[Verse 2: shattered]
Tell me what you want? 'Cause you're never speaking up
Tell me how to love 'cause these drugs don't do enough
I'm fucked up, so gone
Pills on my tongue
Just one more touch, just one more fuck
Hold me, 'cause I've been by my lonely
Girl I think I'm too deep
Won't you hold me closely, hold me