[Verse]
And when they leave, I'll never wish them well
Throwing my shattered dreams inside a wishing well
And if I don’t succeed, then I’ll just kill myself
I’d rather kill myself, I’d rather leave
Like do you even hear what I’m trying to say?
I swear I think of this every fucking day
I know I’ll run out of songs if someone fucking stays
God’s helping everyone, but throws it in my face
It echoes in my brain that I’m a damn disgrace
Even amongst my bros, I’m feeling out of place
I’ll push them all from me so that I’m staying safe
I want to run away, I want to run away
And I’vе got a habit for all of these problems
It seems likе suicide’s the only way to solve them
And you say, "Friends are there”, well nigga, try to call them
Just try to call them, they won’t fucking answer