Focus

Bonds die all the time, leave a couple niggas wondering with shit on their mind
Looking for answers you don’t need, you gotta let that shit go
Telling somebody what they need as if it’s you that can grow
Please don’t take this way out of proportion, I hear you and what you’re saying
Others are forgiving, don’t question whether they’re staying
Ain’t no rights when everybody’s wrong
I know that things could hit the fan if you would hear this song
Fuck it, I know that the lingering pain of what I’m doing now is hard to swallow
So I’m sorry to whoever stepped away and chose to follow
What they wanted, in your mind you’re only doing what’s right
For that reasoning alone you’ve gone through unwanted fights
That 2 and 2 can multiply if numbers start to divide
Parties collide and everyone is forced in picking a side
I wish, I was better than this
Problems keep on popping up and I can’t handle the zits

Losing my focus
I can’t help feeling everything now is just hopeless
Put it all in the open
Yeah I’m losing my focus
Know I can’t make amends but I’d like it if you could just give me this moment
Though it’s selfish, I’ll own it

You don’t have to lie, anybody could see the pain
Maybe I’m alone in accepting it ain’t the same
Lying to my face, that’s the eye for an eye I’m getting
But all that I can do is confirm with you that I’m listening
You’ll probably think I’m missing
On the fact that I was wrong in it all and I shouldn’t speak
Or leaving it behind is the answer for any freak
Truth is that won’t change how the masses are seeing me
I could choose death as an extreme and it won’t be enough to please
Saying sorry’s not enough and I’m sorry it won’t suffice
But still I’m sorry I unknowingly took a hold of your life
Know I would never put that bind on anyone that I cross
I’d rather die up on that hill erasing that as the cost
And still
I just want to be me
If you don’t fuck with what I’m doing you can think what you please
I’m not up in arms about why you decided to leave
And I’m not coming for an answer when it’s one I don’t need

Losing my focus
I can’t help feeling everything now is just hopeless
Put it all in the open
Yeah I’m losing my focus
Know I can’t make amends but I’d like it if you could just give me this moment
Though it’s selfish, I’ll own it