Focus

You said I was something
When I think I'm nothing
Always smiling at me
When I say something stupid

Always tryna call me
But my phone switched on focus
Always writing songs
And you know that it’s exhausting

Never think that anything
I write will ever make it
Always say I'm fine
Guess I'll fake it til I’ll make it

Always regret anything I say
I can't help it
Staring at the ceiling like
It's gonna help me

I feel undone
It's been a long run
Block out the sun
Try to have fun

Don't look at me
I've changed in 3 weeks
Stuck under debris
Used to be so carefree

I stg someday you'll try to call me
But it'll always go to the voice mail
Lazy fat fuck, never achieved anything
I call me that, my self-esteem has always been
This low, can’t switch my life around
On God, that’s why I can't stick around
Prefer staying in my room and hate my life
When everybody around just feeds me lies