Flush

[Chorus: Lil Xtra]
So I'm sleeping off the pills and crying on a Tuesday
I don't really give a fuck what you say
Yeah, you make me feel like it's doomsday
Never cared about me anyways
I don’t want to know how you’re gonna do without me, yeah
I know that you'll forgot about me
Haven't slept since Sunday
I guess we all escape one day

[Verse 1: Crydermane]
Can never sleep I'm up all night and I've been smoking weed
Want life to change but happiness well that don't come with ease
Spending all my cheese on liquor, clothes, and big ass bags of tree
Baby tryna chill with me, she even saying fucking please
Switching up like every month ain't tryna stay the same
Counting up like every week 'cause I'm not focused on the fame I want my momma covered up in diamonds every single day
All my focus on this I ain't lying ain't no other way
I've been insane ever since a young age I'm just good at hiding everything and look like I'm okay
I've been smoking away the pain frying up my fucking brain
I don't even smoke to party I'ma rolling to sustain
I've been fucking insane ever since a young age I'm just good at hiding everything and look like I'm okay
I've been smoking away the pain frying up my fucking brain
I don't even smoke to party, I'm rolling to sustain

[Chorus: Lil Xtra]
So I'm sleeping off the pills and crying on a Tuesday
I don't really give a fuck what you say
Yeah, you make me feel like it's doomsday
Never cared about me anyways
I don't want to know how you're gonna do without me, yeah
I know that you'll forgot about me
Haven't slept since Sunday (Yeah)
I guess we all escape one day

[Verse 2: Lil Xtra]
Yeah, I've been depressed since sixth grade, and I ain't ride no fucking wave
I just got so fucking sick of people saying to behave
When all I do is wait
All I fucking do is take
Everything I managed to plan has vanished in my wake
And I've had two attempts, saying fuck I'm through with this
The time when I'm awake, I want to die and that's some truthful shit
But I'm still here at twenty-two, missing you
Ever since you were erased, I wish that I could take your place
And I heard your sister found you hanging from that tree
Saw her post on Facebook, wishing you could meet
Her kids when she has them or see her graduate
And I'd be lying if I said that I ain't have a mental break
When I put those fucking pills in my mouth or
When my kidneys fucking flushed them back out and (Out and)
Every day I wonder what I'm good for (What I'm good for)
But I don’t really give a goddamn, so I'm

[Chorus: Lil Xtra]
So I'm sleeping off the pills and crying on a Tuesday
I don't really give a fuck what you say
Yeah, you make me feel like it's doomsday
Never cared about me anyways
I don’t want to know how you’re gonna do without me, yeah
I know that you'll forgot about me
Haven't slept since Sunday
I guess we all escape one day