Fluorescent

This the genesis to my story/
I guess it's time to give the bastards the glory like Maury/
I take the stage walking, like my foot alone is 4'3/
Fuck this attention my momma should've just aborted me/
Or auctioned me off as an orphan or something/
Instead I morphed into this adoring child with a future thats horrid/
Im talking to the lord with the phone off the hook/
Getting voicemails from niggas endorsing my downfall and bitches feelings that got mistook/
Thoughts that wander and I ponder in my subconsciousness got me conscience to the fact that this life I'm not fond of it/
It got me ready to down a fifth/
Of Captain Morgan....Until my visions distorted/
Until I start to react on my thoughts/
And ill start by throwing 50 darts at that harlot's heart/
Why did I even start?/
That bitch don't even answer my calls/
Thats cool i'll strangle her til she resembles a KAWS doll/
It was my fault

HOOK:
The fuck you know about living when you ain't lived as nothing?/
Had your own damn mother even call you nothing/
Do you know that life that im talking bout/ My nigga do you know that life?
The fuck's the reason for living when you can't live from something/
Have you ever even contemplated killing loved one?/
Do you live that life that im talking bout/ My nigga do you live that life?