Flowers

As always word’s from the heart
I know exactly where I wanna finish
But where do I start?
I am trynna hit this high mark
But it’s tearing me apart
I’m in a room just me and pastor
Labor room for art
The nights are bright the days are dark
They say I should’ve made it in the past
If I would only play my part
To outspoken in a place
Where the truth hurt sells
And that’s the painful part
Or maybe it truly ain’t
Maybe that’s just what I say to myself
To make it trough the day
‘Cause I ain’t close to getting signed
Dj’s don’t want my tunes to play
Sometimes I feel being so independent was a huge mistake
Don’t mistake this for being ungrateful, ‘cause I truly ain’t
May even if I could go back I’d probably do the same
I’m just frustrated man and I’m the only dude to blame
I just want a fair shot to get my music played
Anyway like I been saying I got flames coming
We gonna blame summer
We gonna have the lames running
Ain’t nothing stopping me today, I’m in my lane bugging
Babe hugging me telling me: ‘we gonna get these papes hubby”
Make money, take money
Spend a little, save money
I’ve been on this wave, mami
I tell mami pray for me
Devil stay away from me
I could see the hate for me
But I feel the love for me
That they’ll never take from me
We are not the same, buddy
I came out the grave, muddy
I put in some real work and I got my face bloody
I’ve been in the boardroom, I’ve been on the mains goally
I’ve still had a smile on my face when it ain’t funny
I’m still out here dancing in rain when it ain’t sunny
I’m still out here dancing on graves and I ain’t sorry
I’m still out here...
Even though they ain’t want me
Yeah they tried but they ain’t stopped me
And I’d been out here getting stronger every time
And every time they tried to get me out of here my levels raised
The bail highest so they told me it’s dead for me so many times
But they don’t get I’m Genesis
The start of things I’m meant to rise
..., I never die, can’t lie I’ll say I never cried
But I’m a lion still inside, I got that fire still inside
Every time a different vibe
And every line a different side
Give me my flowers while I’m still alive

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Give me my flowers while I’m still alive