Flowers

As we
Sat across from eachother
Alone at that
Hole in the wall
I was frozen
By the way you seemed to enjoy
Being with me
And while searching
For the right words to say
I realized that when we're together
I'm happy

Sometimes I wish that my drink had been poisoined
So that feeling would have never faded
And I could have slowly died
Watching how I
Made you smile

"Am I gonna be okay, man?"
"Oh, who knows? Is anybody okay? I'm not okay. You're asking the wrong guy"