​flora.

Play the piano to say what I wanted
Because it's unfiltered and it's really me
Nothing will matter when I’m with the fauna that feeds on the flora from deep underneath
All of my tears have been soaked in this floor for too many years
And i don't wanna be who i was in the past
This is my life and I'm taking it back
I don't care for the trash

That i put myself through
Just to make songs that were not really helpful towards my health
That's a sight of my mental
I know that some of you think that I'm mental
You cannot fathom the shit that I went through
Just to make songs about what i just went through
It isn't worth it to have to feel worthless
To feel like the music i make might be worth it

It's a fucking trip, making this shit makes me fucking sick
I'm not alright and I'm fucking pissed
I see the light in the dark abyss
I don't see shit I'm really fucking blind
I don't think this was really worth the time
I really put in so much fucking time
And just fuck it all up
And lose my fucking mind