Flaws! (Outro)

[Intro]
SevynTheVillain

[Verse 1]
Yeah, ayy
Runnin' from my problems daily, I'm lappin'
Lately, been relapsing on my flaws
And my bad habits, I've been sad
I broke up with my ex, he don't find me attractive
He just tell me he still loves me just so he can keep me trapped
I messed it up with my day one that rocked with me before I rapped
Held my problems so long, he ended up seeing me snap
Every time I hit em', it's a bunch of "I'mma call you backs"
With no call back, I lost my only friend, I hate myself for that
I hate myself for everything I do, everything I say
Everything I lose and everything I made
I don't do this for you, don't this for they
I've been on the move, I'm too young to stay
Got ADD, I can't even keep my mind in place
How imma stay? been messed up for awhile
F ya meditate, and namaste's
I don't even talk to God, no more so TBH
How I'mma pray?
Don't even got things figured out but life keep screaming "Andale!"
My mind be holdin' so much weight, I don't even know what I'mma say
But they say suck it up, this the life you was given
Second guessed thoughts when I thought I even said and I meant it
I want a Frank drive in the ocean and a Rove that is rented
'Cause all this pain I went through left me so dented
Everybody actin' different to me, probably paranoid and I'm trippin'
I don't go out, I don't like the attention
And not to mention
Niggas fake, they hate me now, want me dead
But they act like they gon' all love me
When I'm gone and I'm finished
Let's talk about it, damn

[Chorus: E. Foster]
My thoughts are getting really scary
I just pray it ain't hereditary
We all know we gotta die
Got me moving military
I almost lost me, even though I think
I'm the reason we all eat
Everybody visions but visions is all me
Just being that I'm perfect
Is flaws that I see, yeah

[Verse 2: Deetranada]
Uh, change is not hereditary
Love and scared, scared to love, I hate February
I've been close to death a 100 times, I guess it can be scary
Life ain't really hit me til' the 7th day of January
I ain't even gonna jump in the matter
But in that hospital bed
All I heard from demons was laughter
I beat my wrist up so much
They thought I nigga got battered
Moral of the story, a sister almost ended her chapter
But ayy, I'm still here, nigga I lived
I only care about the quality (Kweli), word to Talib
I kept it moving and I'm actin' like it ain't even happen
Kinda like how family act when you tell em' you saddened
Now that's some sad shit
All my life I grew up as the outcast, the bad kid
The shut your mouth, your goin' through a phase, you ain't sad kid
Never won rewards for none, you ain't never had shit
So I'm gonna count it up and spend it til' I vanish
Magic I never believed in it
I hate bringing it up cause I feel I'm relieving it
I hope I come to peace with Diamond
So I'll say "We did it!"
I appreciate the grit in her because we really lived it
Always dreamed of livin' lavish
Now I got LV's on my belt
Guard heart with all my demons
They don't know how I felt
That's why I want all the smoke, I load the G's in the L's
Because the main person always fighting me was myself
Damn

[Chorus: E. Foster]
My thoughts are getting really scary
I just pray it ain't hereditary
We all know we gotta die
Got me moving military
I almost lost me, even though I think
I'm the reason we all eat
Everybody visions but visions is all me
Just being that I'm perfect
Is flaws that I see, yeah