Flaws

I wake up every day feeling more tired than in the evening, so why sleep?
Can’t do this, can’t do that, piece of shit, I should try and be healing my mind and my soul
Got this feeling like when you know there’s something wrong, but you don’t
Know exactly why you can’t just be satisfied, guess you won’t
I’d be tripping like this
Even when I piss I think of my flaws and I wonder why I love all the things you do
Call you my ex, yea
So you’re the one I call when I’m drunk
Y’only want sex, yea
So I lie to myself that I don’t care cuz I
Lost my pride before my eyes and I can’t find it, stupid whore
Forgot I’ve been hurt before and hide it, and what for?
I know, there’s no love inside your eyes and I feel alone
I feel like I don’t want you no more

Looking back at all the things that went wrong cuz now I’m so fucked up and can’t sleep
So sad that I’m so full of regrets and I feel like I have no time for shit anymore
My whole body hurts, probably gonna kill myself when I’m old
Shit, my brain is worse, and a shrink is not enough, I’ve been told
I want this, I want those, I want to be yours
And the worst feeling is when the one you love doesn’t feel the same
Playing that game, yea
Pretending that I’m super-cool hoping you’ll fall for it
Cuz I’m that lame, yea
Thinking that no one can love me as I am so I
Just cry feeling so lonely when the night comes
How did I become such a weak and scared one, great guns, honestly I
Just needed to feel love inside your eyes, but I feel alone
I feel like I don’t want you no more