First Day of School Freestyle

I swear they praying on my downfall
Yeah they praying on my downfall
Acting like they dont know its fair
They hope I fail with my dream cuz it gives them an excuse not to go for theirs

They stuck up in the fear and judgement
Not realizing the fact that I'm here being something
When people every single day dying
Gotta go for these risks because it's a risk to be alive

This year was crazy, I ain't got no one to lie to
Lost 2 to suicide, a friend and an idol
I got Suicidal thoughts with desperation to go viral
A deadly mixture that left me getting bitter
But I stopped that train of thought when I looked at the bigger picture for impact
Need the time to make projects and say I did that
And leaving early prevent my speaking from being heard
If I make the impact I gotta be alive to see it first

Now I'm focused on the actual business
Hard working young rapper yeah I match the description
Imma be this way even after my casket is lifted
And everyone around mad that I get it, yuh

Man I asked people for help to spread my songs
Most ain't listen then, but when I'm up, they be actin different
Acting like they love you but it's cap and artificial
They be right up on your side and first to stab you in a second

Every day I interact with other faces
Talking having conversations, hoping we make something great
Look at the streams and plays and know that I'm underrated
So I gotta get it by any means with my own way

This my senior year know it gon hit different
Everything I do I'm thinkin big with it
Tryna laugh at these pissed critics that are soon to come
Because they gon see my shine and call me golden son of the rap game
Give me that name for alotta days
My rise gon be grand
Haters gonna call it quits
Critics gonna call it fake
Labels gonna call my name
91 missed calls today
Decline on em many times
Finally I found my call and I know it's all for takin
Every day on the grind, trust me it's not new
New mixtape on the way, it gon drop soon
They call me corn just wait until I pop soon
Gotta take this serious if you got me I got you

And I hate how
Artists dropping diss tracks just so they can chase clout, cuz thats big wack, ain't no doubt
Mean what comes out of your mouth
Only say it if you do it, not the other way around

I remember when I started on this Ig
Quote on quote friends poked fun like why me
Now they telling how good the songs are by me
Laughing like Kawhi when I dunk on you like Kyrie

They wasting time criticizing me bout wasting time I was rapping or something
Put the work in and they said that I was lacking or something
Got the booth and the computer I ain't asking for nothing

And imma only brag about what I did myself
Bro be going off to college, I told him I wish him well
I bring the heat, tryna make it in the hottest game
Where people quick to give the finger to you like Doctor Strange

I went through a lot of pain but I bounced back
Came up from the underground, now I want my ground back
Hindu but I turn the underground to some ground beef if they try to ground me, I turn them into pound meat

I ain't just rap good theres something with it
Bars hit hard like the criminal injustice system
Imma do this independent
That gon be my way to get this
Stand behind a message and be the first that gonna represent it

Investing in this rapping wasn't a tough decision
Cuz this be a process in my mind that is never ending
They can't beat me with talent so they try fear
But I ain't giving up call the next five years my year let's go