Fire & Ice

[Verse 1]
Hit the weight room to release my stress
Benching 255 off of my chest
I see a little lump on my arm
Might as well go to the doctor, it can't do no harm
He said it was a sys it ain't nothing serious
We can do surgery today if you curious
Cool, they take me down to surgery
In my mind i had no worries
They took it out and put in a cup
A week goes by, and im back for my follow up
Walked into the room and it felt a little colder
Doc showed me his folder and put his hand on my shoulder
We might have found something
Soon as he said that why my heart started thumping
You only got about a month to live for sure
You been diagnosed with HIV and cancer

[Chorus]
Fire & Ice
I'm tired of living this life
Coulda been the greatest, but at what price
Fire & Ice, Fire & Ice
You build me up, to break me down
Another soul that's about to breakdown
Fire & Ice, Fire & Ice

[Verse 2]
Leave a man alone in a room with his thoughts
These voices in my head got me talkin to myself
Going fuckin crazy talkin to myself
Never thought at 20 i would die like this
As the night gets colder, i can feel the abyss
Lookin at the stiches where they removed the sys
My blood results were fine right before they did this shit
The plot thickens, the clocks ticking
Suicide is tempting
Don't know what to do
Fuck it i grabbed the lil .22
Aimed it at my head
Holding on by a thread
My knees hit the floor
Fuck it I dont wanna live no more

[Skit]
Hi this is Dr. Jones, I was just calling to tell you that you are absolutely fine. You have been misdiagnosed. We have accidentally switched your paperwork with another patient and you are absolutely fine. I am so sorry to have put you through this. But it was a mistake you are fine, it was a misdiagnoses

[Chorus]
Fire & Ice
I'm tired of living this life
Coulda been the greatest, but at what price
Fire & Ice, Fire & Ice
You build me up, to break me down
Another soul that's about to breakdown
Fire & Ice, Fire & Ice

[Verse 3]
Feel better but I need a 2nd opinion
The other doctors said im good, i ain't got no condition
This was just a wake up call
Felt good until i got the next phone call
Damn my nigga James died
Couldn't hold back the waterfalls as I cried
Damn cancer is a bitch
Seem like we was just at roose joaning and shit
Damn that coulda been me
Tomorrow ain't guaranteed
So whats next honestly I dont know
Just gotta deal with the status quo
Life goes on, you deal with the pain
The pain that things will never be the same
Life goes on, you deal with the pain
The pain that things will never be the same