Fine, Fine

See, I ain't trying to be nobody's friend
And I ain't trying to please anybody
Santa I ain't bringing me no gifts, why? Because I am hella naughty
You acting hella Gotti, like we be on to nuts
See, I know people with your movement cuz I think it sucks
It switches up every five to six months and I be hating on that
And maybe that's why I'm stuck
Maybe that's why I ain't making no paper, cuz
I'm an innovator and that means the cash comes later
Favours? Nah, bitch, don't ask me for shit
You know I'm bad at saying no so you take advantage of it
I'm growing back into being the bitch
I'm turning back into me, when you give your life to the public that's a deal that lasts eternally
It's hard on me, cuz I be saying too much
Like lately, suicide been on my mind daily and it sucks
All I really wanna do is smoke methamphetamine, and sniff ketamin
Fuck it dawg, I'm down for anything!
Lately, I been fucking up and sniffing hella blow and shit
That yola makes my mind go crazy and I know this shit
But when I'm hella stressing, I wreck up a ball up and roll up dollar bill and seconds later I be feeling just fine

Fine, fine, I be doing fine
Yo, Reverie, how you living?
Yo dawg, I'm feeling fine

Fine, fine, I be doing fine
Yo, Reverie, how you living?
Yo dawg, I'm feeling fine

Fine, fine, I be doing fine
Yo, Reverie, how you living?
Yo dawg, I'm feeling fine

Don't mind me, I'm just stuck in the trees
That's my negativity to me is like a fucking disease
It don't come by the season, it don't even always have a reason
Even when I'm bleeding, barely breathing and heaving(?)
I still feel it so strongly, like what's going on with me?
I've felt this way my whole life like what's wrong with me?
I hate when people confuse sadness with depression
It's not a fucking wannabe session, it's like an unstoppable obsession
That leach on your attention, an overwhelming tension
It's a lifelong battle so don't you dare mention depression
When you just going through a break up
Cause I be sick to my stomach the moment I wake up
Hey but, I guess it could be worse
I talk about this shit too often because this shit still hurts
But at least I got my friends, and at least I got my pen
And honestly that's all I really want and need in the end, right?

Fine, fine, I be doing fine
Yo, Reverie, how you living?
Yo dawg, I'm feeling fine

Fine, fine, I be doing fine
Yo, Reverie, how you living?
Yo dawg, I'm feeling fine

Fine, fine, I be doing fine
Yo, Reverie, how you living?
Yo dawg, I'm feeling fine

Fine, fine, I be doing fine
Yo, Reverie, how you living?
Yo, dawg, I'm feeling fine