Finding the Key

I step outside
Proudly bask in the secondhand smoke
My friend you're across from me savoring a cigar
I look to the sky and implore the stars for guidance
But they don’t say a word

We're not that different you and I
So why you always gotta act like we're so far apart all the time
You can just be honest, there’s nothing to it, nothing more for you to analyze
Fucker you know it as well as I

I roam the streets at night leering at the leprous eyes
Hear the tolling of the bells, wish I was somebody anybody else
It's not a mystеry to me, every misеr misses out
A locked door missing a key
Can't seem to find the way out

Put on Daniel Johnston
Sit cross legged on the floor
Wonder what he was thinking
If he ever found something more
Did he keep his wonder? Did he find his purpose? Did he find peace within himself?
Can they hurt me? Can they hurt me? They showed no mercy when he needed help...

I want to kill you!
I-I think I need some time alone. Head back to the hotel, and space out until I'm grown
I'm not prepared for this
I hoped I was but I know I'm not
I see what it did to you, finally finding what you sought

Filling the hole
Completion of the goal
You made it...
Now what?

(I see you living there
I know you care
You are not happy here
But I know you're still there)