Finding Out

[Verse 1]
I had my heart broken
That had me movin' heartless
Takin' it out on the wrong ones
Tryna prove I'm sexy regardless
I wasn't doin' no work them times
But I wanted the same car as targets
I never had no shows or gigs
But I'm out here talkin' the hardest
Masked it with jokes and laughin'
Yeah, I'm good if anyone's askin'
Time has passed, but I can't get past it
Hope tomorrow has today's answers
Good people around me
And I know that I took them for granted
And hold tight mumzie, she had to see a big man ballin'
I'm sorry but I couldn't hold it in
Things are gettin' out of hand right now
I'm tryna get hold of it
And I know I'm not your only kid
Bailiffs arе knockin' for money
I know that owe the ting
I'm tryna dig mysеlf out of this hole I'm in
And I know this isn't how I'm supposed to live
I used to spend time at Kye's, and Jigga's, and Jadene's
I loved bein' off ends becah the locals embraced me
I convinced myself I was workin', but I'm reality I was lazy
My mind's overthinking with all the these truths I'm findin' out

[Chorus]
Finding out
Finding out
I didn't know who was
And I'm still finding out
Finding out
I'm still finding out
I didn't know who was
And I'm still finding out
Finding out
Finding out
I never knew how strong I was
And I'm still finding out
Finding out
I guess I'm finding out
I never knew how strong I was
And I'm still finding out, yeah

[Verse 2]
I thought knew everythin', I just had too many thoughts (Had too many thoughts)
You get given this life, you've just got to prove that it's yours (Got to prove that it's yours)
I had to learn to listen and know when you shouldn't talk (When you shouldn't talk)
And understand what habits have that I use for support (I grew from the war)
And it's funny cah love was the cure and the cause (Who would have thought?)
But when I look back on it, them things were usually forced (Usually forced)
So many red flags that I used to ignore (I used to ignore)
It just gets to a point where you're not even you anymore
It's mad when you deep it
(Wad when you deep it)
When I was bruk I got on the coach to Elise's
(Ten pound in my pocket dem times deh)
Leave in the mornin' and I touched down in the evenin'
(I know you know about them ones there)
And I think around them times there me and — weren't speakin'
Probably over some minor disagreement, I never held feelings
(We don't hold on to badness here)
I was lookin' for love, but it wasn't what I needed
Deavon tried to tell me a lot of things
But I wasn't ready to receive it
I felt down and defeated
Brudda, I had to go through some healin'
A lot of lessons I should of learned from time
But all now, bro, I'm still findin' out

[Chorus]
Finding out
Finding out
I didn't know who was
And I'm still finding out
Finding out, I'm still finding out
I didn't know who was
And I'm still finding out
Finding out
Finding out
I never knew how strong I was
And I'm still finding out
Finding out
I guess I'm finding out
I never knew how strong I was
And I'm still finding out
Finding out
Finding out
I didn't know who was
And I'm still finding out
Finding out, I'm still finding out
I didn't know who I was
And I'm still finding out
Finding out
Finding out
I never knew how strong I was
And I'm still finding out
Finding out
I guess I'm finding out
I never knew how strong was
And I'm still finding out

[Outro]
Finding out
Finding
Finding
Finding out
You don't know how strong you are
I hope you find it out
Find it