Finding Myself

[Intro]
Woo (Oh)
I've been really thinkin' 'bout crashin', but I ain't even gon' crash
I got 20 on my beat

[Verse 1]
I don't like what it is, I don't like what's up
I got too much to drink in my cup
I'm tryna link up for the end of the night
I call your phone and you won't pick up
When you ain't got nobody, man, shit be tough
I was livin' in a dream, but I had to wake up
It be hard to say, "No," when you up
Sometimes I 'on't even give a fuck
Fuck a bank, I stash my money up, up under my bed
I'm still out here on the block even though there's money on my head
But I ain't high and I got that Glock and that bitch got a leg
He just mad his man's dead, these niggas out here, really scared
But you know how I be on my defense
Soon as I see it, you know I'm squeezin'
Break that bitch down and I collect my pieces
Got a daughter on the way, plus, I take care of my nieces
I'm dressin' all white, I'm on some priest shit
They tryna get it, but I don't need shit
I stood tall with that flag, Big B shit

[Chorus]
This for my niggas locked down with that shame
It's been two years, he starts countin' his days
He went in the mud and start bangin' that gang
He got booked with his man, but that nigga damn changed
It's crazy how these niggas switch
They say blood thicker than water, but family really ain't shit
This for my niggas locked down with that shame
It's been two years, he starts countin' his days
He went in the mud and start bangin' that gang
He got booked with his man, but that nigga damn changed
It's crazy how these niggas switch
They say blood thicker than water, but family really ain't shit

[Verse 2]
All praise to Allah, I wish you will
While I'm readin' my own rhymes, I've been thinkin' 'bout cartel
I got warriors on my side, so I know I can't fail
I keep streets with me, if I sleep, he let out shells
For me, I've done seen a lot of fucked-up shit, it gave me PTSD
That's why I'm ridin' in this beamer with this fuckin' MMP
I'd rather go out drinkin' lean like I'm Pimp C
But when I go to sleep, I have dreams a nigga's murderin' me

[Chorus]
This for my niggas locked down with that shame
It's been two years, he starts countin' his days
He went in the mud and start bangin' that gang
He got booked with his man, but that nigga damn changed
It's crazy how these niggas switch
They say blood thicker than water, but family really ain't shit

[Outro]
I'ma just keep my distance from all the fuck shit
And all the fake shit, I'ma keep doing me
I don't give a fuck if a nigga fuck with me, he ain't gotta fuck with me