Finding My Ends

Pre-hook:
I’m dragging my feet
Help get me back I can’t breathe
Dear Lord what happened to me?
I’m playing it back on repeat
I’m a catastrophe

Hook:
Why did I wind up like this?
I’m too overwhelmed with all my life is
Go into my shell and hide till I’m missed
I’m not doing well been finding my ends
Why did I wind up like this?
I’m too overwhelmed with all my life is
Go into my shell and hide till I’m missed
I’m not doing well been finding my ends

Verse 1:
I’m not doing well and people know
These demons have a reason to defeat my soul
Plus my circumstances seem to grow in how to keep me low
Will they ever free me no this room I’m in gets darker than one Luigi roams
I see the ghost of myself one that had passed before
When I was given life yet somehow it’s coming back to warn me
That I’m not safe and on my way from pulling back from glory
No better than when I was drunk I keep on hearing that same story
Sometimes you turn your life around then forget why
Spent your days praying up to God you get no reply
With a heart too full of sin to ever be refined
Reaching can’t seem to find He’s leaving me behind

Hook:
Why did I wind up like this?
I’m too overwhelmed with all my life is
Go into my shell and hide till I’m missed
I’m not doing well been finding my ends
Why did I wind up like this?
I’m too overwhelmed with all my life is
Go into my shell and hide till I’m missed
I’m not doing well been finding my ends

Verse 2:
I’m finding my ends
If they’re dead I’ve been
Cleanse me of my sins
Never gonna do it again
I been through the ringer you threw me a loop on in
Out here in the water save me from who I used to been
You’re improving him everybody saw a demon in me
Everybody naw I’m free from envy
Better when I crawl in the weeds on empty
Please don’t talk about Jesus
You don’t want to read from Ephesians
And they wanna give me some reasons
Their parents used to believe Him
Proverbs 22:6 training up a child in the way to go
And he will not depart when he gets old
Take this verse to heart I was cold
But I’m living proof learned about Him in my youth
Drinking on 100 proof later and I met Him all alone
Chosen by Him never let me go
But I gotta make a choice and to do it on my own

Bridge:
I’m dragging my feet
Help get me back I can’t breathe
Dear Lord what happened to me?
I’m playing it back on repeat
I’m a catastrophe

Hook:
Why did I wind up like this?
I’m too overwhelmed with all my life is
Go into my shell and hide till I’m missed
I’m not doing well been finding my ends
Why did I wind up like this?
I’m too overwhelmed with all my life is
Go into my shell and hide till I’m missed
I’m not doing well been finding my ends

I’m not doing well been finding my ends