Finding Me

[Verse 1]
Reach way down
You don’t know who you are ’til you’re hurtin’ for it
On the ground
You don’t know what you want ’til it’s making you quit

[Pre-Chorus]
Beauty becomes a demon feasting on trauma
What once was hope is starving for sorrow

[Chorus]
Finding me is not so easy
Integrity is weighing on me
I can’t breathe with all this safety
Suffocating who I want to be

[Verse 2]
Hide away
You don’t change without pain when your heart needs to break
Face to face
You don’t know what you want ’til you give it a name

[Pre-Chorus]
Heartbreak and past mistakes have opened the floodgates
I wake afraid I’ll give in to my pain

[Chorus]
Finding me is not so easy
Integrity is weighing on me
I can’t breathe with all this safety
Suffocating who I want to be

[Bridge]
Gotta break relation with the isolation
Thinking too hard ‘bout the devastation
You can bend your fear, but you never break it
So pound the pavement like you are awakened

[Chorus]
Finding me is not so easy
Integrity is weighing on me
I can’t breathe with all this safety
Suffocating who I want to be