Find Out

You've been on my mind as of late
I think that I'm in love but I don't know if my heart is leading me astray
I just want to be close to you
In body and in mind
But you're so far away from me
We've got no time

Forgot I didn't have to try so hard
But we both know it's not as easy as it sounds
I never know when I should play my cards
It might be better just to fold and not find out

Sometimes I just want to be alone
But then I think of you and I just feel so turned around with what to do
I'm reflecting on my yesterdays
And frankly, I'm ashamed
I know I've grown so much since then but some things just don't change

Forgot there's no such thing as how things are
It's all just chance we found ourselves right here and now
I wanna know if I can beat the odds
Sometimes all you can do is jump and just find out

You think you got it but there's more around the corner
You can't escape your heart
Your stupid thinking always saying that you cannot lose if you don't play
It's not a game, there's more to life than making sure everything will turn out fine
'Cause honestly it's worth pursuing even if you don't know where it will lead

You know you can't escape it
You know there's risks worth taking
You know you gotta just find out
Your heart is always changing
There's more to love than breaking(even)
All that you can do is just find out