- find me dead

[Chorus:]
I sit in my bed, I wish I was better than I am
Everything went wrong, nothing went by the plan
And now I hope I don’t wake up anymore
I’ve lost all hope, find me dead on the floor
No one’s there to hold my hand, I feel like I’m lost again
I want the time to go back, and I count from 1 to 10
Everyone will find out what was wrong when it’s too late
Sorry I had to go, Satan was at the gate

[Verse:]
I don’t wanna have fake love, that’s something u can keep
If being hurt makes me strong I’d rather be weak
I’ve been slacking for a while, I can’t see it goin on
I pray to the devil and I hope he makes me strong
I don’t wanna have fake love, that’s something u can keep
If being hurt makes me strong I’d rather be weak
I’ve been slacking for a while, I can’t see it goin on
I pray to the devil and I hope he makes me strong

Stuck at the low, wish I knew where I went wrong
People come and leave, it’s the way of them all
Remember when I fucking die, I never let anyone go
No one ever gave a shit
Don’t wanna do this anymore

I’m only 17, I should look forward to my life
Instead of that I pray I die while I hold a knife
We’re a fucked generation, no one really minds dying
Yet we still hear people say “ he’s jokin, she’s just lyin “
I’m in 2 worlds, which one do I go through?
I hope I’ll find the one where I’ll be happy too
Shit hits me, I miss what I had as a child
2016, everything went downhill and wild

[Chorus:]
I sit in my bed, I wish I was better than I am
Everything went wrong, nothing went by the plan
And now I hope I don’t wake up anymore
I’ve lost all hope, find me dead on the floor
No one’s there to hold my hand, I feel like I’m lost again
I want the time to go back, and I count from 1 to 10
Everyone will find out what was wrong when it’s too late
Sorry I had to go, Satan was at the gate

[Outro:]
I’m sorry for what I do, I know I’m not someone to like
I cry myself to sleep and get higher than a kite
But I promise u one thing, that I’ll love u till the end
I’ll love u like people will love me when I’m dead
I swear I lost so much, I don’t know if I’ll ever heal
People that feel most pain are made out of steel
And I barely feel alive, always feel like I’m dying
I say “ I wanna die “, I wish I was lyin