Find a Way

[Intro]
Suddenly, I'm not half the man I used to be
There's a shadow hanging over me
Oh yesterday came suddenly...
Yo
You even been goin' through any struggles?
Weight gain
Gettin' older
You feel like you not the same person that you used to be
Like you lost
And you're trying to get back
You just gotta find a way

[Verse 1]
It's 11 o'clock at night, stomach feelin' tight
Still ain't right
Thinkin' it ain't go kill him to have a little bite
But his will is weak as a brittle kite
And the snack he was eyein' is now got him feelin' like the Cowardly Lion
He nervous, but being worthless is superfluous
If the purpose of what's deeply rooted doesn't come to the surface
The plan is to wake up and work it off in the gym
But instead, he takes every excuse not to go offered to him
Rummagin' through the closet, fumblin' with the knowledge
That two Xs don't fit no more
Need new sweats, gotta hit the store
The jeans, they button tight
They clean, but cuttin' right
Under the belly button from heavy rubbin'
The frustration has taken a toll
Feel like breakin' the bowl
That God made while makin' the mold
I'm my old self starin' at my new self
Starin' at ourself in the mirror, I see it clearer

[Hook]
When you feel that you lost at sea (we go find a way)
When I see a dark cloud over me (we go find a way)
When you can't find yourself at night (we go find a way)
And when your future not lookin' bright (we go find a way)
Find a way, we go find a way
I said, we go find a way, find a way, we go find a way

[Verse 2]
It's funny how you can see yourself and not even know it's you
'Cause you can't tell from the outside what someone is goin' through
When I was younger, I really used to be athletic
Had I been prophetic with fallin' off, I never would let it ever happen
I would have bet it that I was in debt with an eating disorder
And my eating habit was bad as my credit
How could I sit there as a shell of myself
Without telling myself a tortoise can be the physically fit hare
It's like I'm a meme
Jordan cry face is how I feel everytime I pass a mirror in my place
I drop weight, pick up weight like I'm squattin'
But I'm not squattin'
And that's what gotten me to this rotten position I'm in
I wanna stop this sneak eatin'
Committed to every diet in the world, but keep cheatin'
I'mma start the gym Monday, one day
Next week, next month, next New Year's resolution
I'm gettin' pumped

[Hook]
When you feel that you lost at sea (we go find a way)
When I see a dark cloud over me (we go find a way)
When you can't find yourself at night (we go find a way)
And when your future not lookin' bright (we go find a way)
Find a way, we go find a way
I said, we go find a way, find a way, we go find a way

[Verse 3]
The temptations is so strong, I'm too weak to stop 'em
See every snack I want in the aisle, smile and cop 'em
Feel like a crackhead, I'm shakin'
Puttin' this bacon on everything that I'm makin'
My vice is having my cake and fast food, bad news
This pizza tastes wonderful
And this number 2 ain't go do shit but make me go number two
Dealt a bad hand, but I'm the dealer
I murder these Frosted Flakes, I guess I'm a self-cereal killer
Metabolism sloth slow and my vision awful
But enough to see I'm hurtin' myself, a masochist also
I need a plan I can get with
And what would be clutch is if I could get myself into gear like a stick shift
I just gotta get out my own way
Can't blame the haters when I'm hatin' myself, so let's do what the song says
(Find a way)
To say no to yourself
When you're makin' destructive decisions and know you need help
(We go find a way)
To say I love me no matter how many pounds gained
It's just another part of me
(We go find a way)
To motivate my others
My brothers, my sisters, my friends, my pops, my mother
(We go find a way)
To get back to the old you
The one that knows who you wanna be and do what you suppose to
(We go find a way)
The only thing that matter
You can fall off or step up, I suggest you choose the latter

[Hook]
When you feel that you lost at sea (we go find a way)
When I see a dark cloud over me (we go find a way)
When you can't find yourself at night (we go find a way)
And when your future not lookin' bright (we go find a way)
Find a way, we go find a way
I said, we go find a way, find a way, we go find a way