Finally Happy

You’re finally happy now
Because I’m unhappy now
You’re finally happy now
Finally happy now

You’re finally happy now
Because I’m unhappy now
You’re finally happy now
Finally happy now

Killing my brain cells with TV and drugs
Sometimes I think that killing myself could be fun
I always had a temper but at least I don’t run
Just dont run from me tonight

I grew up in a happy home
Until that happy home said fuck it
I’m paranoid about having kids cuz I know Ima wreck em
We only fucked in the bathroom
I gave that girl a C-Section inside her heart now
It’s getting fucking dark now
So when I thought I got Jamie pregnant I was boutta lose my shit
I got pending charges on me but I ain't about to snitch
Because I’m hard now
I got a new bitch on my arm now

She’s calling me daddy because she ain't got one
My homies girl got killed in a hit and run
My homies girl got killed off of a Xanax pill that shit was cut with Fentanyl
Live laugh love
Pray for love
Even if it escapes you
Pray for love
Wish upon a star but I’m just lookin up
I pray that you forgive me for everything I done
I hope that you forgive me for everything I done
I’m betting against myself right now
I hope you won
I’m staring at the sky right now
I’m somebody’s son

Mama told me baby put your guns in the ground
But mom I wish I had my gun right now
Sitting in the studio hoping I don’t peak right now
Cuz I got signed, got rich, and burned my money to the ground
Calling bitches women
Calling women bitches
Yeah I’m proud
That everyone I knew when I was a kid think I made it out
When in reality this winter I was almost dead
But they just wanna know about being signed at Def Jam
What’s coming next?

You’re finally happy now
Because I’m unhappy now
You’re finally happy now
Finally happy now

You’re finally happy now
Because I’m unhappy now
You’re finally happy now
Finally happy now

I’m not even fucking signed anymore either