Finally

I love you like my mother love me
Like how my grandma loved her kids
Like ways I used to dream she had the chance to finally live
Love you like a Fridays after work
Sundays after church
I love you like Imma keep on trying through this hurt
Although these niggas rarely do and you just keep giving 'em you
I love you like Imma speak life to you until you finally through
I know it's hard to see it
But I love you like you a part of me it
Just takes some time 'til you arrive to be it
You deserve more than this war you been living
More than those cries for your pride and your feelings
More than just going through these days and pretending
More than depression and stress saying its chilling
I love you like member when you was young
Before all this nonsense
Before you lived unconscious tryna keep pushing thru losses
I love you like when it hits and it all falls they dont call
I can look right inside that mirror like nah fuck the world this ours
They ain't gon ever touch me
Might get close but only if they lucky
No one else out here to trust but me
I love me more than all this other shit
More than this struggle shit
Like shit
I finally get that
Can't believe I did that when I sit back
Thinking about the places I would kick back
I will not forget that talking 'bout talking 'bout
Foes I used to be with
Hoes I used to smile with
Grown so I can see that
Half that shit was childish
I'm finally home
I'm back to me
Im back to peace
Deading all my dead ends took as lessons rest in peace
And I can't blame nobody but myself for how I drifted
I just ask my body and my mental for forgiveness
Finally back there back where I was supposed to be at
Where them snakes crossed me at I was gon I could not see that
Setting standards breaking curses with these bars and verses
Don't really know if its gon work just focused on my purpose
I'm finally home