Final Note

[Verse]
If I ever want to jot my final message, It’d be in a track since I was never even average at writin’ letters
So I guess, this is my strategy ‘til I be drawin’ my last breath and I hope y’all peep this

Dear Ma
I’m really sorry for being weak, not fearless as you deem
I see your struggle to bring us all again
But I fear that’s a mere dream that really, I’d still wish to believe in
I’m in the jaws of defeat like I’m being kicked in the teeth, though
If only you’d seen how my mental health has fell to pieces
But I’m maskin’ it for that exact reason
I detach myself from the fam so that when I’m on the edge, I won’t have to think about how you’d feel
I guess, I’m selfish ma but you’re the person I cherish most and that I hope you know
And to my bros
I hope y’all achieve your goals then adjust to a life where I am gone and not do what I have done
And to my sis
Forgive me, I should’ve waited a little longer ‘til we saw each other faces
I’m cognizant we all wanted to keep each other company once again
I suppose, just tell stories to yo’ future youngins the brother that I was to y’all
Since there is just nothing left for me, really
If I had to spend my life like this, I’d much rather e** it