Filth

[Intro]
Neglect the rules, respect the codes, follow the guidelines Life's been ugly so far but these are fine times
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You're so fucking disgusting

[Verse 1]
I woke up and I couldn't see nothing
Mum had pain in abundance
Seen fiends hold needles like vaccines
And all the drunkards passed out in their own piss, it's pungent
I grew up in the filth and disgustin'
Mum put Frubes in the lunches
Mum good news, your son got a few dudes
And they're wantin' to be his friends, I needed them to function

[Refrain]
Plеase pretend, I knеw I couldn't be
Everything you wanted me to be
Nine years old, I knew I couldn't read
Daddy's anger's runnin' in my genes
I'm fuckin' up, I'm lashin' out
She's askin' why her baby boy is actin' out
I'm closin' up
I'm closin' up

[Chorus]
God forgive me if I lose my cool
I don't wanna get held back at school
I knew that art was an avenue
To get a start in this life we choose
God forgive me if I lose my cool
I don't wanna get held back at school
I knew that art was an avenue
To get a start in this life we choose

[Interlude]
You can't even scratch the surface because you're weak
You don't even pack a punch not even digging me, you're kidding me
You're merely, clearly, really worthless besides
To get rough and it's tough, but that's life, deal with how bad it is
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[Verse 2]
Every mornin' I rise, I pray that my mum don't lie to me
I realise other kids ain't likin' me
I dunno why, but mummy don't lie to me (Please don't ie to me)
If I'm so damn handsome, why they all laugh in my face?
It takes my heartbeat to break
I wake every mornin' and shake my head to the Lord
Please take me away

[Refrain]
Please pretend, I knew I couldn't be
Everything you wanted me to be
Nine years old, I knew I couldn't read
Daddy's anger's runnin' in my genes
I'm fuckin' up, I'm lashin' out
She's askin' why her baby boy is actin' out
I'm closin' up
I'm closin' up

[Verse 3]
Comic books saved my life
Heartaches and broken minds
I can't take these hopeless times
So I partake, pretend I'm fine, I'm I'm not
Ain't pickin' fights with nobody
Too scared to leave the house, I grew up to be a homebody
Mummy should have known probably
Came back with my nose runny
Black eye, I need to hold somethin'
I feel the cold comin'
Blocks heatin' too
Another boy dead, his mum's grievin' proof
Mother in my heart, she wants me to win
Demons on my back, they want me to lose
Can't stop now, made moves since twenty-two, just killed twenty-three
Lil' Jeff'll be proud of me

[Outro]
Maybe I'm meant to lose
Maybe I'm meant to lose
Maybe I'm meant to lose this race
Maybe I'm meant to lose