Film Score

[Verse]
Had a problem with the self-esteem
Now it's higher than it's ever been
I was taking drugs every week
And I was struggling with getting clean
But now I'm feeling motivated, I've got better dreams
Let me take you on a journey, I will set the scene
I've been dreaming of this moment since seventeen
It's took a minute but I've finally found the recipe

This isn't just words over melodies
This is a projection of my energy
And I've finally found the courage to let you see
Yeah I've got enemies but I don't let them get to me
All I wanna do is leave a legacy
'Cause I don't wanna be a distant memory
I've had demons in my closet but I set them free
And I did that using music as a therapy

And I know depression never goes
But I need to make sure it's never in control
Focus on my happiness and heading for my goals
And I don't need a hand, I'ma get it on my own
Here's a message to the folk
That believe deep down that they never will be known
But you're better than you know
So forget whatever you were told
Walk with me for a second, let's go
Are you ready like, woah!

Brand new year, brand new mentality
Less arguing, more time with the family
New work rate results in more salary
Staying at home pushed me to insanity
Watched close friends distance gradually
And that'd usually anger me
But guess what, I'm a don, I'm off to a next galaxy

I wake up in the morning and think "Hey, I rate myself"
2019 I will take no L's
Even the things I do wrong are great as well
Haha, I've started to love my imperfections
And music's all I wanna do with my life
I'm in love with it, I'm destined
Flashback to the time that I still had a manager
Still felt comfy in front of a camera
Shows everywhere with the team, I'm a traveller
Way back before Hotel Room Massacre
I ain't gonna lose that
London was a drag so I moved back
Now I'm sat with my girl in my new pad
Stressed with life? Start writing a new track

'Cause I'm sick of customer service
I'm aiming for high places
I don't wanna be complacent, stuck on the surface
And the thought of fucking up makes me nervous
I had a break and I'm feeling something returning
And you know what, I love this person
And it's no fluke man, I done this on purpose

I'm alive right now
Got a good girl by my side right now
Good people are in my life right now
And if you don't contribute you better pipe right down
It's my time right now
Took a little minute just to find my sound
Quick epiphany, I be giving the life light now
That's why I'm right in front of the mic right now
And I'll fight this
I feel good when I'm like this
You should know I'm no one trick pony
I can take two styles and make a hybrid
And I like it
I'll take over when I decide it
I've got a plan mapped out to take over the world and I've just gotta find it

[Outro]
Call it a film score, call it an intro
You can call it an interlude, it's just a map of the journey that I did yo
And I'll get there one day, at the minute I'm in limbo
Tryna leave this room but I feel scared when I peek through the window
Call it a film score, call it an intro
You can call it an interlude, it's just a map of the journey that I did yo
And I'll get there one day, at the minute I'm in limbo
Tryna leave this room but I feel scared when I peek through the window
Call it a film, score, film, score
Call it a film, score, film, score
Let's call it a film score or an intro
Call it what you want man, yeah