Fighter

If I want it, i’ll get it, I’m a fighter you know
Wrestle with my own demons, gonna put on a show
I need peace in my mind and my place in the world
Sometimes I loose control

Feel like I’m goin crazy
Feel like I’m goin crazy
Like I’m losin my mind
Feel like I’m goin crazy

This ain’t nuttin for the charts
This is for my people out there
In your own head, with your own thoughts
Struggling, pushing through the darkness
Yes I know how it feels
Cold sweat on your forehead
When you can’t even see the light
And all the sweetest dreams turnin into nightmares
Breathe in, breathe out, regroup, calm down
Point ya fingers to the stars, let the thunderstorm die down
Everything you feel is fear, it ain’t nuttin but illusion
If you feel like crackin under pressure, do yaself a favor, get up and refuse to

When it feels like you ain’t even wanna get out yo bed
And everything all around you looks like already dead
It’s time to eat better, think fatter, get smarter
And reprogram your brain to get to action and go in harder

Wash off that blood, scream out your pain
You’ll get beat down, you’ll get knocked down, dontcha ever think of givin in
Get back up, clench yo teeth, you was born a warrior not a coward
Gotta beef up yo mindset when you think of throwin in the towel

If I want it, i’ll get it, I’m a fighter you know
Wrestle with my own demons, gonna put on a show
I need peace in my mind and my place in the world
Sometimes I loose control

Feel like I’m goin crazy
Feel like I’m goin crazy
Like I’m losin my mind
Feel like I’m goin crazy

I wish I could stop overthinkin, I wish I could settle for less
I wish I had zero ambition and didn’t strive to get my best
Somedays I beg the lord to stop my heart from pumping in this chest
Overwhelmed by all of these emotions I can’t wrap my head around, drowning in the stress
Money makin, contemplatin every option in my mind
Fuck I wanna no be slave and there is no debate, we only live one life
Ego, Hate, Pride, Rage
Everything at my fingertips got me feelin stuck in this golden cage
Lotta weight on ya shoulders, processing all the questions
Dig deep down inside of you, that’s where you gone find all the answers
It gon time, gotta beat time, cannot waste time, if you wanna shine
You the only in charge, ain’t no reading inbetween the lines
Ain’t nobody gonna hand you nothin, you the C.E.O, you can pull it of
Insecurity, negativity, low self esteem gotta shake em off
You got everything it takes, carry on, get right
If you’re listening then you’re still alive, stand up, fight

If I want it, i’ll get it, I’m a fighter you know
Wrestle with my own demons, gonna put on a show
I need peace in my mind and my place in the world
Sometimes I loose control

Feel like I’m goin crazy
Feel like I’m goin crazy
Like I’m losin my mind
Feel like I’m goin crazy