Field Mice (Demo)

The cold breeze of the night rips my insides apart when I breathe it in
I light every candle that I find just to mimic your warmth again
Bruises and wounds that you gave me feel like heaven
I want you around me even if it means i'll bleed again
Every inch of my being craves you every night
I try to stitch my self together but fail every time
If only I can fix time
If only I can fix you and I
I run out to the field in my blood stained nightgown
If I'm not worthy of your love then why should I be allowed
To see the light of another day when I fucked up so bad
So I lay down
I lay down
On the ground
And I give out
I guess this is my goodbye
I'll get eaten by the field mice