Ferris Wheel

It's hard to write out what I feel

When I, I just cannot tell what is real

No I’m, sittin on this ferris wheel

Goin round in circles. It has some appeal, Yea, yea

At least I know what to expect. To reflect

When I have to, how to circumvent

To reject. To push to keep from that regret

I ain’t tryin to get hurt again

Got a few who call me friend, I ain’t needing more

Tell ya man with me and life it ain’t an even score

No I’ve scored a couple points but life got even more

Always get myself run ovеr when I’m needin force

Don’t give mе the torch, I can’t hold that. I ain’t got the strength today

Take away this shame and these Greyer shades

Fade away, blowin smoke above the paper tray

Break from pain...

Please, please..

Take Take Take away this pressure

I’m barely holding on. I’m drifting round these circles

I just need a breath to take another

I'm stuck here and I wonder if i’ll ever get away from this ferris wheel

It's hard to write out what I feel

When I, I just cannot tell what is real

No I’m sittin on this ferris wheel

Goin round in circles it has some appeal. Yuh

It's hard to write out what I feel

When I, I just cannot tell what is real

So I’m sittin on this ferris wheel

Hopin me and life can go and make a deal, yea yea

I can see my house from here

Fuck it, I could see my life from here

I’m a couple thousand miles in the atmosphere

Workin out my problems I find that appear. Look

I don’t like my 9-5

But I know it is how I survive

Yea I’ve clock myself in bout a million times

Workin overtime, 10-9’s

Never energized, still I’ve written lines

What I’m sayin is I’m tryin

Even though I may not like it

The point is I’m surviving

That the point of life surviving?

Rollin with the punches? Listening to bosses?

Never ending grindin?

Paycheck only buyin, enough to feed the kids and pay the bills is that providing?

Not for me. I refuse to go anywhere but All out g

Catch me flying off the balcony, it’s too late

Take Take Take away this pressure

I’m barely holding on. I’m drifting round these circles

I just need a breath to take another

I'm stuck here and I wonder if i’ll ever get away from this ferris wheel

It's hard to write out what I feel

When I, I just cannot tell what is real

No I’m sittin on this ferris wheel

Goin round in circles it has some appeal. Yuh

It's hard to write out what I feel

When I, I just cannot tell what is real

So I’m sittin on this ferris wheel

Hopin me and life can go and make a deal, yea yea

Take take take away this pressure

Or it’ll stay forever, and follow my endeavours

I’m holdin on, but by a thread

These demons in my head

They’re swimming through my thoughts until I’ve lost em or I’m dead. Look

I don’t know what the other side is

All I know is I don’t want to find it

Till I’m ready and I’m betting I get me to somewhere better than I been

Just gotta come and find it. Gotta come with fight in my chest

And rise with the tide and slide in with time think I’ll win
The deep end, dive in. In time I’m rising to the surface

I just gotta rehearse it, look

Take Take Take away this pressure

I’m barely holding on. I’m drifting round these circles

I just need a breath to take another

I'm stuck here and I wonder if i’ll ever get away from this ferris wheel

It's hard to write out what I feel

When I, I just cannot tell what is real

No I’m sittin on this ferris wheel

Goin round in circles it has some appeal. Yuh

It's hard to write out what I feel

When I, I just cannot tell what is real

So I’m sittin on this ferris wheel

Hopin me and life can go and make a deal, yea yea