Feral Wolf 1993

I had high hopes for this shit
Silly me
Y'all must like these
Yeah
You must like this
I hate this

Wanna start by saying I love you so this shit kind of hurts
Feel like you promised a limousine and then pulled up in a hearse
Can’t decide if the white lies or fake depression is worse
You could’ve kept it straight with me but you resort to the curve
To be honest you almost got me and left me out on the curb
Benefit of the doubt since you showed me off to you girls
At times I contemplated why the list of goals went unfinished
And you’d tell me dude in Chicago didn’t like us in business
What the fuck that gotta do with me
Pull up on that nigga snatch the pussy out his jewelry
Probably got a spidey sense cuz you was on the phone talking deep throating my monument
And he been fuckin Chi town bitches cuz you invited it

I’m really in a bag and in a way of my own
In a way I felt a way because I’m sick of my home
My sister screaming at my mother like she wanna be gone
Thought about picking up a needle just to get me alone

All I wanted was somebody on my side of the ring
Tahiry screaming from the ropes I might decide on a ring
Feeling envious opposition on their side of this thing
And niggas telling me I really got an all star team
And wonder why I ain’t that nigga with a bunch of believers
Then they fix they fucking mouth to say what happened to Ninah
That shit just make me wanna quit in ways you couldn't conceive of
If you watching LEWIS IS DEAD then what the fuck is the sequel

I got battle scars and post traumatic stress from failed management
Hail battered and rants to give a run to the Charles Manson
It’s really the most organic way for me to come to terms with the fact that I love this culture
It don’t love me in return

Fine nigga
Your favorite rapper died so I can shine nigga
Making niggas legends that ain’t even one of a kind nigga
Blind niggas that sit in studios with the work
Giving that credit to a ghost when your own niggas is hurt
I bet if I lose my fucking life you’d feel stupid as shit
On the Xbox tryna figure out what the fuck niggas missed

Niggas got me fucked up off this No Apology shit
I built this platform for Shaq
I don’t gotta be here
You know I’m cozy on my Bansky
I gotta be that
Tryna explain to Tyler I don’t gotta remind them I’m black
That white cop put that gun to my face
Shit I can still see
But even worse was other black brothers that tried to kill me

Fuck it I know we all got insecurities hidden
You take it out on Instagram
I took it out on some women
Sometimes the rain falls to try to hide my tears for redemption
Not religious so I’m thankful to her I didn’t get sentenced

Niggas tryna be a rapper and designer and i'm from the school of getting bodied if your shit wasn’t fire
How many times me and Carmega had to fight for our worth
But we wasn’t fighting for money
We was fighting for words

This is Jersey don’t come with that fuck boy shit
Within a 90 mile radius I’ll tuck your shit
Don’t let a Florida man get eaten by a wolf in the north
Justin Snow cool with Jones but still ain’t safe from the boy
Who your OG really like
I grew up on that Dipset influence it still lives in me nigga it’s really life
Confused at why Luc don’t even wanna edit your shit
That washed "pussy murder" concept
We deaded that shit
I don’t even know why I’m rapping at a nigga that can’t rap back
My nigga fucked your girl and you ain’t even able to clap back and by the looks of it you ain’t even able to snap back
Gassed off Ian Connor
Anything to get your clout back

Silly how people play until they're dropped at the steps
Shordi stopped fucking with me realizing she flirted with death
I find more peace with my demons since they keep me from stress
It’s the angels that wanna change me to somebody else
Dead