This song does not specifically speak about depression and being upset, but rather the numb feeling that comes with it. He is not sad, but he is not that glad either. He knows things could be better, and he’s existential with that thought.
Sunflower broke
Stem is bent at an angle
If good boys smoke good drugs then consider me an angel
SnapBack forward, tree house of horrors
Deal drugs to your kids and your parents pay for it
Disconnected families with cell phones at dinner
Teachers, mom, dad, God are all mad at the sinner
Draw pictures in my notebook of
What I'm supposed to be learning
Pop a xanax before class to keep my thoughts from hurting
Write a suicide note when I get home
Whishing you all good bye
If I am a ghost now then why still can't I fly?
Always stare out my window
And wish I were somewhere else
My depression likes to put my dreams on the shelf
Am I not cool like the other bands
Because I don't write about love?
Art is supposed to scare you and
I've got blood in my lungs
I'm not sad but I'm not exactly happy either
Unless I live forever I have to keep writing this shit
My biggest fear is that I will be forgotten
The grass will grow over my gravestone and nobody will bother
You know the beautiful thoughts that you always think?
Nobody will hear them again
And I will never be your alibi x8
Fentanyl was written by Nick Hartkop.
Fentanyl was produced by McCafferty.
McCafferty released Fentanyl on Mon Jun 17 2019.