Felt Like I Had Died

[Part I]

[Chorus]
I liked to say I tried, but I never would
I wish I could've cried, but I never should
And when I heard the raucously loud
Saying they wish they understood
It felt like I had died, but I never could

[Verse 1]
I liked to say I'm fine, but I hadn't been
I'm not the type to whine, except when I am
And I could ghost on everyone else
But I wouldn't wanna pretend
That I'm alone this time 'cause I've chosen when

[Bridge]
And I've been getting more distractions
Saw my past and guessed your actions
I've been stimming with the trigger of a gun
You could ask me how I'm feeling
Pull my hands off of the ceiling
I will love you till we make it to the sun

[Verse 2]
But last we spoke before you drove off
You had lied "I'll talk to you soon"
So it felt like you died when you left the room

[Chorus]
I liked to say I tried, but I never would
I wish I could've cried, but I never should
And when I heard the raucously loud
Saying "guess I misunderstood"
It felt like I had died, but I never could

[Outro]
But I never could
But I never could
But I never could
But I never could
But I never could
But I never could
But I never could
But I never coul-

[Part II]

[Sample]
(When you say you wanna die
Did you mean to say forever
And if God was gone for good
Would hell be something bett-
When you say you wanna die
Did you mean to say forever
And if God was gone for good
Would hell be something bett-)