Fell 4 u

I... promised myself
I won't go back 2 pills
Because I know that this shit hurts
But that shit really kills
And i'm trying to fix myself
But I don't know what's the deal
I think i've been hurt for too long
Cause it be hard to feel

Yea it didn't work out
Now i'm about to lose myself
And my knees really hurt from back when I fell for u

I just wish it went differently
Back to strangers is where we'll be
And i've been struggling myself
Now that you're gone I can't ask for help