Feels Like Never

Sometimes I wish I didn't feel at all
It's fine, but I get lost in my thoughts
I can't keep running away from my feelings
I know I haven't done much healing

They say it gets better
But the time's just causing me ache
And it feels like never's
When I'll stop feeling the pain you see
It's hard for me to hide it all forever
So I let it bleed, so I can feel
Cause numbness ain't better

It ain't better but I know that
I've been trying for so long
I can't understand my heart but
I still bleed into this song

Feel like I'm running out of time
Heal and then I hit rewind
All my feelings outta line and I can't hold it
Always wondered if it's true
Would I ever start anew
I just hope that I can find some calm in this ocean

I know I'm hurting but I put on a smile
I hope it worth it cause I might lose my mind
But

They say it gets better
But the time's just causing me ache
And it feels like never's
When I'll stop feeling the pain you see
It's hard for me to hide it all forever
So I let it bleed, so I can feel
Cause numbness ain't better

And all my life I've had to fake that I'm alright
Cause no one seemed to care if I put up a fight
But I still can't figure out
Don't know why are my thoughts still stuck in the clouds

My minds still in pieces, I hope I don't lose it
I just want you to know that my heart is in ruins
But

They say it gets better
But the time's just causing me ache
And it feels like never's
When I'll stop feeling the pain you see
It's hard for me to hide it all forever
So I let it bleed, so I can feel
Cause numbness ain't better