Feels Like Limbo

Rel McCoy-Feels like Limbo
(M. Morley SOCAN-ASCAP)

Chorus
It’s what it’s like in limbo, Waiting for these clouds to break
So I can take my fall, And they won’t break my fall
I’m where the wind blows, with each toss and turn I learn
I’m lost and it’s my fault, I went ahead and risked it all
It feels like limbo, waiting for these clouds to break
So I can take my fall, and they won’t break my fall
I’m where the wind blows, with each toss and turn I learn
I’m lost and it’s my fault, I went ahead and risked it all

Verse 1
Was it the time or the vibe, I’m still trying to decide
One night I saw the face of fear in my inner minds eye
Saying the life you living isn’t even kind of wise
You better head back to the 9 to 5 Stack cash and survive
The whole song and dance, Get some type of advance
Or cop a moon-lighting stance to give your dream a fighting chance
That advice is like, a hipster saying “mister, you wanna write a hit?
We might need to legit get you some tighter pants”
My style captures the value in hour glasses
I swim in the rising sand never worshiping with idol hands
Its like I’m rolling dice, life at a glance
Addicted to how I’m pictured like, life on the gram
Introspective is my lecture with a microphone stand
Self pressure, what’s the measure of a man type of psych exam
No amount of micro management likely can, tell me if lost who I am
I spent no cake on the icing, hype or exciting brands
I know time flies now
I vow to never punch a clock with my writing hand
Unlikeable disciple I am bearing fruit within the cypher
Of life its ripened again, some how I
Decipher how ta, get power every hour generate
An enlightened plan and, tighten the fam
Im’ floating in the ether and I don’t know where either
I wanna understand so I’m calling on the son of man

I found my where here, but it doesn’t seem so clear
How to make my way out

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Verse 2
One day I got blazed, Hopped up, to levitate
Higher thoughts grazed the top locks on heaven’s gate
Skating thru life tracing infinity's shape
Dropped off the face, crashed and only made it seven eighths
And you can bet I prayed for better days that never been
But caught a second wind, you crave the taste of second place
Then you’ll never win. you ever see the devil grin?
Allegedly, he got something like a red metal chin
With stubble to sting and bust knuckles the more that you swing strike back and subtle pain settles in
Even more when you ignore the Lord asking you to Pencil him in
From parlaying over dinner with the Merovingian
I barely heard the gentle voice like 2 cups on a string
The angel on my shoulder said I told ya
Keys of the kingdom only rest within
No elevator dumb waiter herb medicines could take you in
You think I listened to him? I wonder
Should I even mention these things ?
Some watch face, and I’m watching as the pendulum swings
This time it’s really sink or swim, I took a dip diving
Let the tide and wind decide that’s my voice from the abyss ringing…

I found my where here, but it doesn’t seem so clear
How to make my way out

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