Feels Like

Verse 1
Haunted by the Ghost of the old me
While my former self just continues to scold me
Like you got work to do mister Gardin
With those unrolled sleeves
You gotta by back the time your selfishness stole G
And I’m just trying to warm up in this cold breeze
But as I stare at my face stained with pain
Suddenly I realize that I was the force
That wouldn't let me remain the same
The cause of my own fall
The spiral I slip down
Panicking
The waves of life had me in a quick drown
And Lord knows I don't swim right
But you can't guide your path when you walk with a dim light
Let alone a path for others
So this more than just bad for me
I'm causing all of this agony
I 'm just trying to find a way out of this tragedy
But truthfully I'd be okay with getting back to me

Chorus
(If feels like )the winds of change have when and blown me away
(If feels like )there violent nature has thrown me astray
An I'm just trying to find my self as I go though this blowing wind
I'm just hoping that I can get back to being my self again (It feels like)

Verse 2
Sometimes I feel like I hate this life
Should've stay in the potter's hands
So he could've shaped it right
As I'm facing this faceless fright
I just hoping I can some how make this right
Break this silence
Reach that height
I just don’t wanna have to see defeat this night
While my days filled with disappointments
And missed opportunities
I swear you couldn't handle everything it do to me
Got me stressing trying to keep it together
But I've already surrendered
I'm just simply pretending
While alcohol filled nights navigate my tragic fall
When I feel like I should've just ended it
I had a wide strut on a narrow path
So while I'm trying to escape I just blare those tracks
I'm just trying to get past what if feels like
And hopefully one day it'll feel right

Chorus
(If feels like )the winds of change have when and blown me away
(If feels like )there violent nature has thrown me astray
An I'm just trying to find my self as I go though this blowing wind
I'm just hoping that I can get back to being my self again (It feels like)