Feelingz

Intro
I dont know how to explain feelings
I don't want love I just wanna be friend g
But i can't even do this
I'm scared of that shit
In the end I got no one to see
Honestly I don't wanna be alone
Please no pressure i don't wanna earn some
Sometimes people be making me be gone

Verse 2
I will need to get over those challenges
Happiness and cash only thing I'm tryna guarantee
I just made me Lil braids
I act like I don't care bout the hate
But it wasn't good when thеy throwed facts at my face
They ask why I just stay in my placе
I don't know how to interact,it feels like clickbait
Now we back to the no talking
I feel like I'm bipolar as I'm walking
I just pull the breath from my chest
I needed some better rest
But in the race for the knowledge i were the last
I dont know if i can trust you
Cuz now sky's not totally blue
I'm not sad,at least somethings good
I fuckin love when I'm with my hood
Used to act a lot,tryna be a better me
Even with all my problems I'm trying
I'm not perfect,my patience is dying
She's what keeps me alive
But i don't think ill give another try
Used to Cut me like a kite
But it didn't made me feel more alive
Feeling like I'm budd when I'm boasting my feelings
But I'm just tryna soar out i hope you're hearing
Always on that climb up for the healing
GNC up,heads down
I really needed my pills now
But numbing my feelings would make me more drown
Don't have that much on my town
I keep my closes around
I wake up just to hear that sound
Made a promise i would never cry again
But sometimes this feel like a joke in the end