​​​​​​feelings

[Verse]
I feel pretty, I feel grown
I feel loved, even when I'm alone
I feel ugly, I feel small
I feel heard in my bones
I wanna live and then want to die
You see me and you see a smile
You see me and you see a cry
Am I wrong, am I right?
I am down to get high
Or is this really my life?
I have nothing, I have too much
Hate myself for hating myself
I love me, I love you
I love everything when I do
I lose me, I lose you
I lose everything what I choose
Is it me or is it a demon?
God came to me and told me to leave him
Let the devil go and follow Jesus
You gave me in your life for a reason
But I still have this feelings
I am still a human
I still have this feelings
I still have this feelings