Feeling November 2

I’m wide awake
And I don’t know what to do

I need a break
I don’t know what to do

Wide awake
About to break

Should I leave it up to you?

I’m running outta options here
Who can I trust
Time coming down in me
It’s a bit much

(Oh)

It’s so fuckin sad
You treat it like an act
It’s so fucking stupid
You told me not to cry
You really want to die
It’s so fucking sad
That you're so fucking stupid

You always seem to talk
But you never really cared about the real thing

Now what if I told you
I told you not to cry
It’s really fucking stupid
I know I want to die
What the fuck
(Don’t tell me what to do)

Hit pause for 4 more years
Press play and I’m in tears

Insomnia and anemia
Gets you real fucked uppp

(Nobody knows me)
Felt so good
When I saw them so happy
Didn’t need drugs
When I saw them so happy
(I am so lonely)
Felt so good
When I saw them so happy
Didn’t need drugs
We were all so happy
(Why am I so lonely)
(Tell me why tell me why)

And I didn’t wanna drive alone
And we didn’t wanna be stoned
And we laughed in a higher tone
Where I didn’t wanna cry alone

(I’m trying to see through)
(I’m having trouble trying to sleep )
(I’m trying to see through)
(The days are short)
(And my friends all leave me)
(Don’t you know)
One by one
Did I fuck up
Was it my fault