Feeling My Heart Run Slow

You fucked my head up and it turned to dust
Can’t even reason right or think straight
I just see black when life should be so grey
For my sins I’ve paid but in a cruel way
For my sins I’ve paid but in a cruel way
This Spooky Action goes a long long way
Can you feel me hurting from a distance
You kicked me violently when I was down
You put the boot in in a hard way
You put the boot in in a hard way

Filling the holes in the cracks in my ceiling
Papering cracks so the pain doesn’t leak in

Feeling My Heart Run Slow, I’m feeling like…
Letting my blood run cold, feeling like…
You told me I’ve got no soul
So I’m feeling like letting my heart run slow

You suspend reality like it’s ok
Say it over and over until it beds in
You could call it blackmail in your own sweet way
But I call it sadism and big fun
But I call it sadism and big fun

A lack of truth becomes a dead dead weight
Say it over and over til it’s convincing
When that truth is known then it will all shake out
Now your skin must crawl with all the big doubt
Now your skin must crawl with all the big doubt

Filling the holes in the cracks in my ceiling
Papering cracks so the pain doesn’t leak in

Feeling My Heart Run Slow, I’m feeling like…
Letting my blood run cold, feeling like…
You told me I’ve got no soul
So I’m feeling like letting my heart run slow