Feeling lost

[Verse 1: Kurtis]
I'm getting fed up
I feel like I'm just gonna break
Like pretty soon if I dont change
I need to change up my old ways
Yeah I know
(Yeah I know)
I've been through all of this before
Yeah I can only take so much
I'm waking up, I'm on the floor
I need to quit it
(Quit it)
My eyes are feelin' pretty sore
I'm never getting any sleep
I'm takin' drugs but I need more
I wish I wasn't in my head
I hate the fact I'm by myself
You were the only girl I wanted
And now I wanna kill myself

[Verse 2: Kurtis]
I wish that I was okay
I need to check on my health
I always put you first
I always came to your help
I miss when we first met
I saw you in my class
And that was start of the end
(oh, oh, oh)

[Chorus: Kurtis]
I'm running from myself feel stuck in the middle
I'm trying everything I can (yeah)
To get away from you now
But you just keep on coming back
Petals fall but never land
Your the only one I wanted I wanted
But none of this had went to plan

[Verse 3: Kurtis]
(Oh, oh)
Didn't want it to end
I started taking different drugs
Before I try get some rest
I always tried to show my love
I know I wasn't the best
I lost my temper way too much
You did too little to help
I wish we never had met
The time I'm willing to send
But I know you didn't love me
And it showed in the end
I wish this all could have worked
Cause I loved you more than I should
And I know I shouldn't chase
I'll never do it again
(Yeah)

[Chorus: Kurtis]
I'm running from myself feel stuck in the middle
I'm trying everything I can (yeah)
To get away from you now
But you just keep on coming back
Petals fall but never land
Your the only one I wanted I wanted
But none of this had went to plan

[Hook: Kurtis]
I'm dyin'
I'm tryin'
My mind is never clear
Cause I'm the only one that's tryna get up outta here
I'm goin' out on a walk
I need someone that can talk
I'mma watch the flowers grow
While I've been feelin I'm stuck

[Verse 5: MOODYRILEY]
And I know that is the [?]
Hit me back, yeah, yeah
There's somebody in the world that I would die for
[?] circles, I passed [?]
Just a stupid little [?]
And it is such a pain
[?]
1, 2, 3, 4

[Chorus: Kurtis, Moodyriley, Both]
I'm running from myself feel stuck in the middle
I'm trying everything I can (yeah)
To get away from you now
But you just keep on coming back
Petals fall but never land
Your the only one I wanted I wanted
But none of this had went to plan<

[Hook: Kurtis, Moodyriley, Both]
I'm dyin'
I'm tryin'
My mind is never clear
Cause I'm the only one that's tryna get up outta here
I'm goin' out on a walk
I need someone that can talk
I'mma watch the flowers grow
While I've been feelin I'm stuck