Feeling like myself (interlude)

[Verse 1]

Man it ain't no feeling like when feeling like yourself
But I ain't felt that feeling since a kid when I was twelve
For a while I felt imprisoned in my visions like a cell was holding me couldn't escape but still I didn't cry for help coz I was too afraid

Afraid of showing any weakness
Afraid to tell my friends cos I ain't know how they'd perceive it
Afraid that if I spoke about it I would go too deep in
So instead I chose to suffer on my own and keep it secret

It's crazy how your thoughts could eat you up inside
Like people when it's supper time
I struggled to feel love could barely peep into my mother’s eyes
I feared that she'd pick up there's something wrong with me
So I just showed a brave face and played games like monopoly ‘cos honestly

I thought that I could shake this feeling
Mama didn't raise a weakling
I need to focus I ain't really at an age to deal with-
Problems that a grown man would face
It's like a midlife crisis I ain't even middle aged fuck is wrong with me?

Man.. The fuck is wrong with me?
I know this is a side that no one wants to see
I’ve been in my room for months I’m sick of the monotony of letting all my problems fall on top of me
Felt like I don't wanna breath
Felt like I don't wanna be around-no-more
But yet I couldn't stomach being found-a-corpse
So all that shit before I thought about has been accounted-for
Was trapped in my mind but i'm finally knocking down the door

I finally feel myself again, yea
I said I finally feel myself again
‘Cos I was feeling lost for a while but it's been easier to smile ever since I went and got back up and held a pen

I finally feel myself again
I said I finally feel myself again
‘Cos for a minute it was hard but I just followed my heart
I found music and man I’ve been feeling better since, whoa

[Outro]

I need someone to save me
I said I finally feel myself again
I need someone to save me
Yeah I used this as my medicine
I need someone to save me
Oh man I finally feel myself again
I need someone to save me
And I’ve been feeling better since

I need someone to save me (x4)