In the first single off my upcoming EP, I discuss how I hate myself and everything I do. Questioning once again, my partner and love.
Feelings can be strong, they can overcome you at any time and make you become someone you’re not. But if that’s how you are all the time then is it really you?
[Chorus]
I hate everything, I hate how i’m feeling
I hate this pain, can’t I get up out this rain?
I feel so alone, I feel so alone
Only like this cos no one hits my phone
Get mad at nothing and blame every other person
I just can’t seem to change but it has to happen eventually
No matter what time will go on without me
[Verse 1]
Take a pill, no rest, having cravings
Eat a lot, that still doesn’t fill me
Pain in my chest, but I keep chasing
Something that will never do the same thing
Oh my god, Oh my god, it’s amazing
How oblivious one can be to the damage they’re causing
It’s so hard to find meaning
When you’re just constantly feening
[Chorus]
I hate everything, I hate how i’m feeling
I hate this pain, can’t I get up out this rain?
I feel so alone, I feel so alone
Only like this cos no one hits my phone
Get mad at nothing and blame every other person
I just can’t seem to change but it has to happen eventually
No matter what time will go on without me
[Verse 2]
So many thoughts spinning round in my head
Why am I so bad at being good?
You're so beautiful when you hate the world
I have to live with the fact I've been burned
I said I'd move onto the future but I still can't get past you
But I can never forget how I once had you
I'm sorry for all of that I thought I had to
But the truth was I didn't want to crash to-
[Chorus]
I hate everything, I hate how i’m feeling
I hate this pain, can’t I get up out this rain?
I feel so alone, I feel so alone
Only like this cos no one hits my phone
Get mad at nothing and blame every other person
I just can’t seem to change but it has to happen eventually
No matter what time will go on without me