Feeling

[Verse 1]
You've been telling me to keep my feelings in check
Blaming me things that you ain’t heal from yet
Crying in the club, but you still gon flex
Said you want a gangster and I'm still one, yes
Wanted something simple but its so complex
Pieces to the puzzle nothing but the image left
Your mind says finesse, but your spirit says connect
If you tell him I'm your ex, he’ll be going through our texts
And he won't admit it out loud because he's way too proud
But he see's me as a threat, fears him home will end up wrecked
I don't blame him, I mean shit look at me I'm a catch
Human made, face card, two gold chains around my neck
But I hope he doesn't let his insecurities lore him to an evening of infidelity
That seems highly likely based on all the things you're telling me
Your energy obliges me to buy the dreams you’re selling me
The currency’s my energy

[Chorus]
You know what that feels like
You used to have a real life
Don't you remember what that fees like
When you used to have a real life
You know what this feels like
You used to want to live a real life
Don’t know what this feels like
You no longer have a real life, anymore

[Verse 2]
You could've told me there was nothing left
How you gonna leave me for that nigga on the anniversary of my cousins death
Oh, oh, you done fucked up now
So cold how can I trust someone now
So alone you can go ahead and bounce
So gone but I pour one more ounce
I can't believe you were the ne that I was sold on, but I figured out
That I can't trust a single word out your mouth
I can’t believe he was the one that you hurt me about

[Chorus]
You know what that feels like
You used to have a real life
Don't you remember what that fees like
When you used to have a real life
You know what this feels like
You used to want to live a real life
Don't know what this feels like
You no longer have a real life, anymore